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Never is enough
Created on 2004-08-11 19:38:54 (#4154388), last updated 2007-01-25
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Basic Info| Name: | Daydream_Believer |
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Biomore than you think i am
you say stupid careless white girl teenage trash Holier Than Thou our visions seem to clash well i cry myself to sleep at night just like you do and i worry about my family just like you too and my death wish neverended but my spirit has ascended to a better place.
i write the songs and i right the wrongs and i’m sorry will you ever let me go? will i ever live to show that my skin is from my mother not a tanning machine my hair is from my dad it’s somewhere inbetween curly and straight like i’m down and out and i’ll hurt you if you label me just another knauth because i’m above and beyond and about- it describes me but does not define me and it prides me but sometimes disdains me and my eyes may match my sisters’ but i’m more than that—
i’m a sinner and a savior and a democrat—
not the party, but the kind who thinks we are the best, but the best proves never better than all the rest and
i’m only a girl with a bomb in my head that
will leave me alive when I’m mostly dead.
and my life transcends reality but i am filled with doubt cause i’m ever the apologist within and without because my scars are from a nightmare that we’ve all lived through but my heart and all my strength brings me to someplace new
and does my poetry define me?
or do all these words defy me?
and will you ever know who i am or is this effort another sham, scam, i am so much more!, i’m really quite unique and when my language flows from me i think i’ve reached the peak
away from labels, fables, hung on the door
i’m really rich and also really poor—
do you really even know?
or will you let me go?
I am myself—Myself—
—hey now what do you know—
I am myself —Myself— oh now hey don’t it show that I am more than yesterday and the question is clear—with
My past set down behind Me where do I go from here?
you say stupid careless white girl teenage trash Holier Than Thou our visions seem to clash well i cry myself to sleep at night just like you do and i worry about my family just like you too and my death wish neverended but my spirit has ascended to a better place.
i write the songs and i right the wrongs and i’m sorry will you ever let me go? will i ever live to show that my skin is from my mother not a tanning machine my hair is from my dad it’s somewhere inbetween curly and straight like i’m down and out and i’ll hurt you if you label me just another knauth because i’m above and beyond and about- it describes me but does not define me and it prides me but sometimes disdains me and my eyes may match my sisters’ but i’m more than that—
i’m a sinner and a savior and a democrat—
not the party, but the kind who thinks we are the best, but the best proves never better than all the rest and
i’m only a girl with a bomb in my head that
will leave me alive when I’m mostly dead.
and my life transcends reality but i am filled with doubt cause i’m ever the apologist within and without because my scars are from a nightmare that we’ve all lived through but my heart and all my strength brings me to someplace new
and does my poetry define me?
or do all these words defy me?
and will you ever know who i am or is this effort another sham, scam, i am so much more!, i’m really quite unique and when my language flows from me i think i’ve reached the peak
away from labels, fables, hung on the door
i’m really rich and also really poor—
do you really even know?
or will you let me go?
I am myself—Myself—
—hey now what do you know—
I am myself —Myself— oh now hey don’t it show that I am more than yesterday and the question is clear—with
My past set down behind Me where do I go from here?
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